RAWR LOL ONCE AGAIN I UPDATE doubt ppl read it tho hahaha its more of a personal thing i guess, but i dont mind ppl reading it

YO THIS YEAR IM FEELING GOOD OK SO That is AWESOME, my body's condition is in a way better shape then ever thanks to weight training, though that class doesnt benefit for me in anything else, WEATHER LIMITS PK BECAUSE ITS SO COLD, but i try to fit that in whenever i get the chance, so much better in summer

FS**K JOBS, for now atleast
RAWR THROWING RANDOM SHIT OUT OF MY ROOM, mainly useless stuff, as much as i hate just throwing things out these things i dont think anyone would have a use for, empty jug of tropicana Orange juice ^^ dental appointment card, broken oldschool mp3 that doesnt work, old school computer screen, one of those huge box ones (ok i lied maybe this one can help some one but i doubt it), random pieces of paper beer cap and a Poker run pin... LOL

- Learn to Skateboard * ok so i found out my bearings suck, that's why i couldn't go fast that's why i couldn't improve.... so i wait till summer or late spring to get new ones then i learn !

- Learn to Dance * k forget learning its just fun to do LOL when bored or waiting for bus, mp3 really helps + friends that wont mind doing so either

- Learn to play guitar better * Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhh................... eh

7000Sin per Rifle 500 - is being delayed because of lack of time, doing hwks and stuff now, even though its break, though im not very good at that been gaming or chilling the whole time almost so far

- URBAN SKIES* ....FS**K i need someone to do it for me im to... inactive to actually do it myself, and seems everyones busy so i'll have to do it myself somehow when i have time aswell

- Not get Drunk by default..................... BELBHELBHELBHelbdhbehh
YO MY FRIENDS GONA SAVE MY ASS AGAIN if i do get shit faced drunk XDDD i hope

Thats all for now. HAVE A GREAT MOTHER FSUKING HOLIDAY\

OH YEAH planning to see Avatar this tuesday

UPDATE

This year i believe my habbits have gotten better and also my health condition has improved. I sorta eat more properly compaired to last time i wrote in my journal and my Weight Training class is helping me keep in a good physical condition.

rawr jogging in morning gets me soo damn tired but the work out after it feels so much better. Since school started up i havent been able to do much parkour, the weather has also been changing so its starting to get very cold XDD

i've been trying to find a job but its actually harder than i thought this year XD many places arent hiring

RAWr!! so now time for the to do list updates

Last time i renovated my room it was clean. now its Messy LOL i just dont know where to put things anymore not sure if many of you have the same problem as me, organized piles of messes XDD

anyways here is My do list last time

- Learn to Skateboard *i stopped it abit because it got cold but i never really made time to practice it so kinda sucks for me*

- Learn to Dance *i have gotten better but i only know a few things i need to start chilling with some friends and learn more again XDD*

- Learn to play guitar better *i have improved on guitar however every time i try to play the guitar i get bored of the songs im playing and i never remember the songs i want to play, maybe those songs are to complicated for me as well*

- Learn to play a card game *i completely dropped the card game* LOL

- Make a Flamethrower*i am actually making a sniper rifle for cosplay atm*

- RESTART BLUE PRINTS ON URBANSKIES* hmm i dont know waht to say for this i dont think i restarted my blue prints but i have created more sorta XDD well i've drawn more pictures atleast*

- Find something to do with art to keep me working on something *this focus has been directed into urban skies*
- Practice singing so i don't break ppls ears* i dont know if i have improved or not LOL i still think i sound weird maybe im just not use to hearing my own voice does anyone else find it awkward when you hear yourself for first time in a long while, most of my friends think do i really sound like that*

- Learn to Roll* I DO BARREL ROLLS NAO SUCK IT LOL*
- Learn to Cook* fails*
- Start Filming*half asses it*
- Win the Lottery LOL *i am broke no mney to buy ticket LOL*

WEll those are the updates for the thing i actually plan to get more stuff done asap Lol but i have been attempting them DO LIST MEANS DO IT BISHES

EZ let me know if u had anything you wanted to do and did it or not LOL

ps YESTERDAY I SAW THE STARS was awesome with full moon

Hey how have you been, i've been doing greaT!

yeah about my meat craving, its gotten bit worse, ever since i went to the non prom dinner/night out and they served me abit of spiced raw meat(beef) it had spice in it and all, ive been wanting to eat raw meat from fridge XDDD

rawr jogging in morning doesnt work out, XDD this week went out parkouring downtown. it was so fun but painful, many soar muscles and scratches on my body from climbing walls XDD

as for money, i havent been gaining any, i also quit my job at swisschalet, hahaha my money is going down slowly, ima need to find a job soon or maybe start working next month

Ended up not going camping or staying at the other job i found

RAWr!! so now time for the to do list updates

I renovated my room ^^ its alot more spacious now, just gotta organize it better XDD

im getting into a card game, i also find the artwork on the cards inspiring or very cool XD

My to do list changed to a do list

so whats on my "Do List"?

- Learn to Skateboard
- Learn to Dance
- Learn to play guitar better
- Learn to play a card game
- Make a Flamethrower
- RESTART BLUE PRINTS ON URBANSKIES

- Find something to do with art to keep me working on something
- Practice singing so i don't break ppls ears
- Learn to Roll
- Learn to Cook
- Start Filming
- Win the Lottery LOL

SO whats up?

first of all, lately my habits have been quite random for me XDD not use to it but i get hungry around 3 am i wake up or w.e in search of meat

second of all i cant sleep until thats satisfied

another thing has happened lately, i wana start jogging early in the morning before the sun starts scorching me, along with a few friends but
because i cant sleep properly i cant wake up properly

i applied to many jobs this week with a friend
i doubt i'll get any reply on anything hopefully one, if im lucky XDD

but yeah this reminds of a part in urban skies XDDD im not telling you teh results of it tho you'll have to wait till i show you
(YES I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON IT)

yeah i was suppose to use the 100$ i borrowed from my mom to buy a external hard drive but i bought some clothes(i usually never do) a skateboard for20$ and a new tube for my bike tire Lol i think overall its a benifit, as for computer, ima start sorting things out before i get the hard drive



This up coming weekend thursday morning i plan to go out jogging,later that day i am going up to ajax to do some parkour with friends in ajax and then friday night i'll be working saturday i'l be working sunday i'll be working
monday probably parkour and jogging day
Tuesday i think theres a party
wednesday forgot what was going on that day but it'll be a fast day
Thursday i go downtown for dinner celebrating with ppl that didnt go to prom

friday i go to uncles for camping until JULY FIRST CANADA DAY and hopfully i'll get a job by then if not then i'll apply again XDDD

Sunday June 7th 3:15 am
i decided to write my first journal entry in a long while

i turned 18, 6 days ago and alot has happened. i recently (just now) had a huge motivation and inspirational boost to bring my dreams to a reality, the Story Urban Skies will be brought into day light once more but sucessfully.

i've tried to write this story before but due to unreasonable situations it was put on hold for to long, my effort in bringing the story to life had died.

i waited to long and trusted it to the wrong people


but through this i have also realized i took a step forward i made blue prints, they might not have been the best but they were something, from stick people to chibi's XD



This summer i will begin the release of Urban Skies

as well as writing this story i will be experiencing these activities to know how it feels myself as well as enjoy learning it

would definitely benefit to my story writing/production


Woooooot im pumped hope, no no hope "ing", KNOW that you will be seeing results through out this summer